I just close my eyes… and I drift off to my own little world in my head that I like to call Chaos. It’s not just confusion, mess, panic or other stereotypes. That’s not only about that. It does not have exact size, shape or right definition. Chaos is everywhere and lives in everyone. Chaos is something that living inside and outside in the same time. Chaos is our daily life we used to call routine. Chaos is our own desire to control everything. Chaos is what we’re used to and that’s what we’re afraid of losing.